4 Weeks Post-Op

Time has been flying by and I am now 4 weeks post-op from my PAO. I just returned from a weekend in Wisconsin for the Fourth of July and I was pleasantly surprised to see how well I was able to get around. I was very tired after a day at the relatives, walking around, etc., but it was a great weekend to spend with the family. I am finally able to take a shower by myself with only help carrying towels into the bathroom. It is so nice to have that time to myself and not need someone else, my Mom, to help me bathe. I am becoming a pro at getting in and out of the car and am actually able to get my op-leg into the car without using my hands to help lift it. It is the small accomplishments that feel so good. I have also been able to downgrade the dosage and usage of the painkillers. I still need them, but only take them a few times a day. I am slowly weening myelf off the meds and hopefully in a few more weeks I will be cleared to drive! I do miss my wonderful SUV and my new apartment.

One of my MSG's called to check up on me and I didn't answer the call because I have lost so much respect for him. He has told me in the past that "life is not fair" even though he is in a position to affect change and basically told me that I was "weak" and to not cause "drama" after I have been dragged through the mud by my cadre, him included. Part of me is not looking forward to coming back to my ROTC program this fall because of everything I have been through, but part of me just wants to stick it to those who told me I couldn't make it. I am looking forward to our new commander in hopes that he will be more realistic in his advice and leadership style. At least I can look at him as a fresh start with a new commander.

This year is going to pose many challenges. I have a large coarse load, as well as my rehab from the surgery. It will take many months to regain my strength and endurance and I am greatly looking forward to my first run in many months. I will also have to be able to get back to a preformance level fit for an Army career. The requirements are more than just a weekend athlete, but I will do my best to be back better than before the surgery. I just pray that I will not have to a left PAO for awhile, but I try not to think about that and just focus on my current recovery. I still have almost 2 months before classes resume for the fall and I am hoping that it will allow me to regain some strength before my crazy schedule begins. I wish everyone going through this a great recovery! It is no easy path...